~spiral of oblivion~

*0530 hr*

here i am...
blogging at 530 in the morning.
saturday is hereeeeeeeeeeee!
i can sleep in late today!
yippee!

ok! so i changed the version of the background song.
saw the mtv for this song last night.
it was weird.
it was like james blunt doing a slow-mo strip show in the rain.
on some platform or hill edge of some sort.
and once in a while cutting to the rainy sky and back to him.
what does that have to do with the song?
watched the mtv more out of curiosity.
was anticipating something like the screen cutting to a cute chick
crying or just walking by or something.
but nooooooooo....
when the song ended, he simply jumped into the sea.
thats it. bleargh!

chatted with an old...erm..."flame" last nite.
well the relationship between us was .... complicated.
up till now...i still wonder...was i? was i not? or was he?
that was the past. no chance of anything happening now.
memories of a couple of years before came back to me at that moment.
sweet memories.
people was uncomplicating back then.
life was peaceful. friends were still around.
its different now. people go missing alot.
particularly for that particular someone after that one particular event.
guilty conscious?
guess so.

*sigh*
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*2233hrs*

so that was my morning entry.
now its turn for my night entry.

was awaken at 0947 to a call from him.
talked crap for half an hour.
and there was a morning suprise.
he has ordered for me a parfume - escada.
i went..."errrrmmmm...oooookayyyy"....
as much as i hate to break his heart, i just had to tell him.
had to tell him that i hated escada's perfumes
as much as i hated breaking the news to him.
it has a smell that could bring forth a trail of red ants behind you.
*bleuch!*
so...as sweetly as i can...asked him to change his order
to ralph lauren's romance...which he did of course *evil laugh*
weeeeee!new perfume to add to my collection!

went to my three hours appointment in the noon.
the spa was having an open house.
instead of having that familiar serene ambience
the place was crawling with screaming kids!
gosh...my facial rejuvenation was deeply traumatised
with squealing kids and their moms.
yes their moms made up 70% of the pollution.
screaming their heads off after their kids.
madams please! its a spa for god's sake!
and oooooooooooooooooooooooh....!
the massage was ab-so-lute-ly fantastic! (note the long 'o's)
though it was painful and ticklish on certain parts of the body.
it was more painful when i was at the counter.
a whooooooooopping 3 digit amount which starts with a 2 was
happily ka-ching-ing into the spa's cash register. (note the long 'o's again)

and on that unpleasant note the day ended with myself
being quite rejuvenated and ready to gooooo!
and that also reminds me to not spend anymore!
im literally out of money!
anyone rich enuff to spare me?
pretty please?

+ she messed up at 10:49 PM