Friday, September 02, 2005




:: andai ::

memang benar ku salah
tak menghargai perasaanmu
dan menghancurkan rasa cintamu

saat kuingat dirimu
harummu yang memeluk nafasku
yang memberikanku kehangatan

terangnya seribu bintang
tak dapat menyamai cahaya
keindahanmu dari wujudmu

dan aku tak mengizinkan
cahayamu redup karenaku
dan atas kesombonganku

andai
ku tak membuang dirimu
menjadikan yang kedua atas cintaku

janganlah
keterpurukanku ini
membuat kau membenciku
selamanya..dan membunuhku

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ive been irritated countlessly these days.
the mood was having the short circuit syndrome.
trigger it and i get irritated. very.
hate having pms.brings out the uglier and bitchier side of me.
but then again.sometimes being ugly & bitchy does do me good.
i can have a reason not to smile at others and not please them all the time.
for once they cant step on my head and bring me down.
so much for wanting to have a clean reputation.


+ she messed up at 9:58 PM