birth of a woman
ho-kay. my long abandoned blog. victim of the owner's laziness and lack of excitement in her life. a very sorry story in which many would not wanna know about.
so its monday. but this monday was different. it was not too blue for me. why? coz at work there was no government and no spies or bitches to spoil my day. ahhh...heaven! wish this is the way for the rest of my freaking working life!
and after work i did my sinfullest thing of my current time (knowing my current financial situation). i bought clothes. not one...but three. blame it on mango's "50% off" signs all over the shop! was only suppose to buy a top for this sat's dinner. got that at metro and the feet was itching to step into mango. and unintentionally, the fingers swiped the card for 2 more tops. seems like these two guys are working against me today.
fizah and sham will finally be solemnised this friday. after close to three years of courtship, this two complete opposite lovebirds will finally start a new chapter in their lives. why do i call them complete opposite? well, she is the soft and shy one, while he disregards others' feelings when he speaks. yeah boy, your bad first impression still lingers in this mind. but as days turns into months and months into years, this heart knows that there is no better man who can make her happy, as much as how he has done over the past 2 years plus. his understanding towards her has brought trust to a new level in their relationship. and shot jealousy in me. *sheesh!*
i have seen their love bloom from a friendship to a marriage. the love wouldnt have bloomed if she didnt have the courage to face her fears. well of course, she had that lil push in the form of me. though at that time, if i remember vaguely, i got fed up with pushing her.*hee hee*. and now, with her marriage, i will lose a girlfriend. but i will gain a woman instead. my soft little girlfriend who once sat behind me and couldn't stop smiling at me like some sweet schoolgirl on the first day of school is now all grown up and ready to face the universe. and she's moving to the other end of the country. and as much as i hate to admit it, i will miss her sorely. the most when she has always been there for me in my times of down-ness...
to fizah & sham: congratulations, my dears. may your marriage be blessed till the end and may happiness be on your side forever. ps: at least two small ones in the next 2-3 years please? i wanna "borrow" them when its my turn. *grins*.
+ she messed up at 9:11 PM
