Wednesday, April 19, 2006


oh wells

i'm going bald. i keep pulling my hair out in frustration. i keep thinking whether the lecturer thought us the correct thing. but he is the lecturuer of course he is right...but with him constantly correcting his own notes, i beg to differ. think i'm gonna give him some of the hair i pulled out to proof to him that i'm going crazy studying for his paper. which is like...(time check) 14 hours away. technically, it is minus 3 more hours or so of studying minus my beauty sleep minus my journey equals 2 hours away. *shrugs*. oh wells. *panic!!panic!!panic!!*

my room is in a total mess. the floor around my bed is full of those ...erm... things. you know, those things that you get when you keep erasing stuffs from paper. i cant remember what the heck that thing is called. oh wells whatever. oh wait, i just saw some on my bedsheets too. oh wait, theres more. oh heck theres a whole lot of it lah. *hahaha* i literally slept with all my mistakes. corny. just in case you have started to think that i collected all these things from my study table and sprinkle them around my bed like some magic dust, so to let you know, i study on my bed. easy access to dreamland and stressland. hahaha. no lah, we just don't have the luxury of space to have study tables here. now that's the downside of living in a shared room. *shrugs*. oh wells.

now i don't feel like studying anymore. past experience tells me that whenever i'm taking exams, especially for those with calculations, i absorb better at the last minute. but in this case, it's near impossible. i have like more than 20 formulas to memorise, and i already gave up when almost all my answers keep differing from the suggested answer. and so the reason for all those hair around my bed too...hmmm....oh wells.

bai: your service is needed this thursday. come over, clean my room, take care of your beloved and entertain me. i will be dead bored, as your auntie is going out and i have no more studying to do. then....then there's nothing else in it for you.

shits. 14 hours more. shits.shits.shits. *pull out hair*

*shrugs* oh wells.


+ she messed up at 12:14 AM